Feeling hopeless, depressed, beat up on, and joyless at work in a situation I’m dealing with, and I receive no respect from the higher ups. It’s a daily struggle to want to go to work any more, and all my time, thoughts, and energy is spent on the job. Now I’m experiencing anxiety and chest pains. For the past 20 years I have worked outside the home, not because I wanted to but because I had to. I want to finally do something I really enjoy for the years I may have remaining. Lord hear my cries!!!